Symptoms Don't Go Away

Today I have, I believe, the faintest idea of what is actually happening in our city. Since this site is a thought exercise, if anything else, I'm going to keep the blog active by exploring my own journey through processing the information that comes my way.

I am 100% sure that I am missing A LOT of information but I also don't know if there is anyone that has all of it. When I started this website it was an attempt to make sense of everything that I was reading and to channel my emotions productively. This is an actual picture of the progression of my emotions.

How could this much information have been out for so long? What does it all mean? Why didn't anyone feel what I felt? This thought process lead me down a path of limited sleep and way too many blogs on how people process information. Go figure that accidently clicking on LinkedIn would bring me to the giant arrow pointing towards the right path. How to Identify and Solve the Real Problem. Without further ado... this is my current working theory:

Carmen Pervez is nobody and everybody. He's the face of a criminal that identified an opportunity. The time was right for corruption and he filled a role that anyone else could have. I say that loosely because... the cojones on this guy!! For lack of a better analogy he has been making full eye contact while nailing your wife, on your desk, right in front of you... while you apologized for the inconvenience and validated his parking. Its absurdity is its protection.